Well. Dinner last night was interesting. If only for the reason that I saw that. It shattered what was left of my broken heart. I wanted to run from the room screaming. I was positive that it showed, that the pain coursing through me was obvious enough that someone noticed. But no one did. I guess I'm just that good at hiding my emotions.
And of course the one person I tried to tell just told me "Don't think about it." IT'S NOT THAT SIMPLE. I can't just turn off my mind! And for me, that's the part of me that will always retain the most of my attention. It's true.
I wish I'd never seen it. Because it's truly sapped me of what little strength I had left. I wish I didn't have a reason to keep trying. I don't want to keep trying. Just let me give up.
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