But this is it. I know what's going on. I'm not blind. But I can't sit back and watch it anymore. I don't wanna know. My heart literally can't take anymore pain. Just the thought of it, the absolute idea, sends me into fits of crying and trying to hold myself together through the onslaught of jealousy, rage, and heartbreak I go through.
I'm pretty sure I love you. I would have thought you'd have seen it by now. But apparently you're just as blind as you have been in the past. And as close of a friend as you are, I'm gonna have to walk away. Because you deserve to find someone you "want to be with". And I deserve to live with the pain, without the express knowledge of details that will just tear me to shreds.
I'm not sure if I'll ever come back. And for that, for leaving, I'm sorry. But know this. If I ever meet a girl who actually deserves you, who is actually right for you, I'll send her your way.
