Hear That?

What you hear is the impossible shattering of a heart so broken it hasn't been whole for years...

Just when I think I can't be hurt anymore, I am.

I may not want to end up with someone, but that doesn't mean I don't love. Let's be perfectly honest. The only reason I don't want to end up with someone is because no one else is you. I can't pretend. You're it.

But I'm not it for you. I guess it just goes to show that fate or destiny or the universe or whatever you want to call it doesn't always match people up neatly. You'd think it'd be kinder.

Early Morning Thoughts

I hate myself for loving you. For sticking around even when I know that it's the most hopeless situation in the existence of the world.

I can't tell you.

Once again...I hate Trigonometry.

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More than anything, though, I wish I had the strength to walk away and forget you. You forgot me a long time ago.