And it's starting to scare me. Night after night, I've been afraid to go to sleep. I can't stand the nightmares anymore. One after another, I've watched those I care about go through situations no one should have to go through, while I'm forced to watch, without helping.
...and then there was the one dream. The one that wasn't a nightmare, but hit me harder than any of those nightmares. I should've known this would happen around this month. Not because anything's happening, but because of what should have happened. What hasn't happened. I didn't think it'd get to me like this again, but it has. And now that I know that one detail...nothing's going to be the same again. It's changed for me.
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