Two major things have happened:
1. I just got news that I'm probably a bone marrow match. Wow. I never expected this kind of thing to happen. I could actually help someone, given that I'm picked for it in the end. I still have to test further and stuff.
2. I got the most random phone call last night...from my dad. Not my biological dad. My BA dad. And it was both awesome and horrible. Awesome because I hadn't talked to him in forever, and I miss him. Horrible because I was about to cry the entire time, though I tried my best to not let on that I was. He just caught me by complete surprise. I was already upset from earlier that day with several texts from a friend and thoughts running through my mind. So my emotional stability was questionable at the least. But I can at least say that his phone call reminded me that at least someone cares out there...lately I've gotten the vibe from a lot of people that I'm basically the friend they shoo away when they get bored with me, like a 5 yr old with a new puppy. The novelty rubs off after a while.
I can't take many more surprises! For once, I'd like one day where I didn't have something to freak about. And just think, yesterday was a two in one whammy. Good grief. Time to drink more tea and hope my father takes the news of the marrow match well tonight.
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