So, it's officially happened.
I'm homesick.
That's right, homesick. I love it here at my university, in this town where there's never a shortage of things to do...but I honestly miss South Texas. I've never really missed home this much, but lately it's the only thing on my mind. The slightly saddening thought is that I won't get to see home during Thanksgiving break, due to me spending it in the Hill Country with my family. While yes, I'll get to see some of my family, there's still a great majority that I won't get to see til December at least. The thought of that is almost torturous. My family is a huge factor in my life (as I believe it should be for everyone), and their support gets me through even the worst of times.
I'm finding myself daydreaming of the lazy days spent with cousins, the feeling of waking up to the sounds of my family in the house, or waiting for a relative to come home from work so I can tell them the one idea I've had pent up inside all day just for them...I suppose it shows just where the heart lies.
No only do I miss family, however. I do miss my boyfriend greatly. Since he lives in another city, the distance can be frustrating sometimes. But we're determined to get through this, and I look forward to the day when I can see him again.
I know I call this city home...but my heart is definitely in different places right now. Not a bad thing I suppose, but I'd like to be reunited with my heart sometimes soon.
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